{"id":1018,"date":"2017-01-30T21:08:35","date_gmt":"2017-01-31T03:08:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.kellie.wildroseandbriar.com\/?p=1018"},"modified":"2017-01-30T21:08:35","modified_gmt":"2017-01-31T03:08:35","slug":"pardon-my-introspection","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blog.kellie.wildroseandbriar.com\/?p=1018","title":{"rendered":"Pardon My Introspection"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It is hard to think when you are tired. To a large degree that is because when you are tired and you close your eyes to think for a moment, you wake up after another moment and realize that you&#8217;ve just gone to sleep. It&#8217;s not that difficult if you have a topic in mind. The words just seem to flow from your finger tips and there is no need for the misadventure of pausing to think.<\/p>\n<p>Alas, I have beaten the commentary on writing horse to absolute and utter death. I find myself repeating myself about the virtues of Lisp and other similar computer languages. I&#8217;ve written the draft of a science fiction story, one that petered out toward the end for lack of an ending. I&#8217;ve written a number of posts focused on something that I saw on TV or read somewhere that day.<\/p>\n<p>The problem is, I can&#8217;t count on the inspirational article or TV show to supply a topic every day and I find it exhausting to sit and try to think of a topic off the top of my head when I have been up for sixteen hours or more. I say this not so much to complain as to attempt to get at the heart of my problem. I often write an essay to attempt to clarify my thinking on a particular subject so that is what I&#8217;m doing now.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps the ultimate solution is multi-forked. I need to think of a number of topics to write about and keep them handy for days when I can&#8217;t think of a topic. I need to start thinking about a topic earlier in the day before I get so tired when it gets close to bedtime. I would love to actually write my blog earlier in the day but that hasn&#8217;t worked out so far. There just isn&#8217;t enough time in the morning to get in all the various tasks that I&#8217;ve set for myself.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps I am being overly ambitious. Perhaps I need to drop one or two tasks from my daily list. I&#8217;ve thought about doing that on numerous occasions but I can&#8217;t decide which task to drop. I am beginning to get quicker at getting them all done as my Circadian rhythm shifts. I foresee another struggle on the horizon though when we change to daylight savings time again.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not sure this really helped me find any concrete solutions. It did allow me to get the things that I have already given some thought to down on the page so that I can study them to see if I&#8217;ve overlooked any alternatives. But for tonight, I&#8217;m going to call it a night and head for bed. Tomorrow is another day.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>Sweet dreams, don\u2019t forget to tell the ones you love that you love them, and most important of all, be kind.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It is hard to think when you are tired. To a large degree that is because when you are tired and you close your eyes to think for a moment, you wake up after another moment and realize that you&#8217;ve just gone to sleep. It&#8217;s not that difficult if you have a topic in mind. &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/blog.kellie.wildroseandbriar.com\/?p=1018\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Pardon My Introspection&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":""},"categories":[31,107,159],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.kellie.wildroseandbriar.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1018"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.kellie.wildroseandbriar.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.kellie.wildroseandbriar.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.kellie.wildroseandbriar.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.kellie.wildroseandbriar.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1018"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/blog.kellie.wildroseandbriar.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1018\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1019,"href":"http:\/\/blog.kellie.wildroseandbriar.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1018\/revisions\/1019"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.kellie.wildroseandbriar.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1018"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.kellie.wildroseandbriar.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1018"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.kellie.wildroseandbriar.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1018"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}